How stupid I felt that I had not seen. I had not used my Scientology data…
I had been proud of being a field auditor and helping LRH to clear this planet but I was not able to spot an SP!!!!! I went into just listening and no real handling, no tech applied at all…
But as I said before, I came back from hell…
These angels from the SO, the MAA and the auditor who helped me, were so standard, so helpful and so intelligent that I came back willing to do all I could to put myself back in good standing.
The first action I decided to do was not to listen to those guys ever again. Not to put myself in an effect situation ever again. I decided I had to act and do all I could to help my group, the ones who made me OT, the ones who made me an Auditor…
Scientology is a very powerful group. If we allow SPs to destroy us, we will fail in clearing this planet. If we allow the SPs to convince us on how bad management is doing and how bad things go around in Scientology, then I invite you to talk to pcs and ask them about how are they doing and how many wins they have had… I invite you to go to the Ship and see how theta the environment is.
How many lies I listened to…
All vicious, evil-intentioned lies…
That is hell…that is to be doomed! That is sad…
I will never go back to those days. I will never stop believing in the tech and in Scientology and Scientologists. I realized I had to do my conditions and re-study all the materials I had studied before as I did not apply the data I thought I had.
Do not allow any person, ever, to come and undermine your stable data because of natter and evil intentions. Do not allow yourself to be in that condition. Just apply KSW and shut the door to any OUT TECH.
I care a lot for my group. Because of that, I was willing to go anywhere and recover any lost friend. I was willing to be left alone by my family… I was willing to lose my good friends and recover the ones in need…
NO, no my friend…
The way out is the way through, handle your case, handle your conditions and recover yourself. Be a good example, be a real Scientologist and be in good communication with your friends, your Church. Apply the correct tech – there is tech for every situation we get into. Just find the correct tech and apply it. And I hope you recover yourself because that is the only way we will flourish and prosper. Recover your status, recover your position and your beingness and shine, shine, shine!!!!
I hope you listen to my experience. Just handle whatever you have gotten yourself into and confront what you did and get out of that hell… Just remember it is your hell, no one else’s…
I am in heaven now…
And I can say I went: I visited hell and I did not like what I saw… the door is never fully closed by friends, it is always closed by one’s own self…
– MG